every autumn i fall

this evening i thought about everything riding on the streetcar i watched it all pass me by and i wondered where you are and what will this all mean someday because i don't know what it means right now and why am i here alone like this? i need to find a place to be somehow... every autumn i fall i don't understand this fear, it must be the time of year every autumn i fall everything turns to grey, i wish i had more to say every autumn i fall i feel i could walk forever tonight on these downtown streets and never find my way home but i can't go there, not now, not until i make something happen because if i wake up, and nothing's changed i don't think it ever will... every autumn i fall everyone's going away, i wish i didn't feel this way every autumn i fall everything is dying, and i'm tired of trying every autumn i fall